What Happened?

Where did I go? When did I leave?

I was once someone completely different, who thought completely differently.

What happened...to me? And how do I come back? Did I completely die now?

Only because...I need to come back. Everything I care about rests on that. Or does it...?

Just...I used to have so much more fire. I used to be so fresh.

Now I've grown old...and rotten. Or just blank, like a stone. I've been weathered and beaten down.

But even that is not me. THIS is not who I really am. So where did I go? How do I come back?


I can only take myself to a certain point before its too much. Man can only learn so much of what it is to be man and to live on this Earth. I just kept striving higher and higher until...I'm gone into space, and I can't find myself anymore. My fears and worries and thoughts...they were normal things, things from feelings, and things from sight. Things people have.. But my mind has gone too far...and its split. I just need to come back... I just need to come back...