The Last Frontier

And so...I've been looking through my old blogs and stuff...but I've found that I really don't have any left, except for Myspace.
I mean, its not like I need to look back on those times, but I miss them now. Well not the times, but the remembrance. I had something I could look back on that just screamed "this happened" and "I was there". But they're all gone now. 'Tis a shame.

But we all move along. And I am fine with that. And so here, and the fated Myspace become now my final frontier of blogging, of giving my deepest, most inner thoughts, to prove that I am here now.
Though I am not much, I never was, there was certainly a time I thought that I was all that and a bag of chips. But I can say I have quite humbled in recent years. So you won't find any "pity me" blogs, you won't find over exaggerated explanations of my misery, which I can really say I don't have too much of right now. But one thing you will always find with me...awkward wordings and random archaic words in my sentences.

As we said misery, let's just think on what misery I even have. Ok I can think of only one real thing. I am in no emotional pain, nor am I in any spiritual pain. I am quite content with those areas of my life :-)
ITS PHYSICAL PAIN. When will this headache end?! My body is like death. But that's...just something you gotta live with. No deep thoughts here.

There are always two sides to the story. And there are two ends of the spectrum. There is the hurt, and there is the joy. Sometimes one's hurt is another's joy, sometimes one's joy is another's hurt. Sometimes one's hurt is another's hurt as well, and the same with joy. But we won't make this too confusing for the casual reader.
In life, I wish to say we all find that joy, but I know better that hurt is much more prevalent in it all. But to those who find that joy, it's something you just cannot let go of. It becomes too precious, and you hold onto it with all you can. And there is nothing wrong with that.
So I say to all of those who have found what they're looking for, keep it, hold it, never let it go. Don't take anything for granted. Keep what's important, important. Let go of what is useless and vain.
And to those who still haven't found what they're looking for, keep looking. The best advice I can ever give is nothing short of an urge. And the best gift I can ever give is nothing short of love. And the best I can ever be is nothing short of me.




I'm not down and out just yet, kids. Come to me, sweet ibuprofen!